i remember when my poems were things untouched:
they sat strewn across my floor on lined pages
torn from notebooks where numbers and definitions
and other nonpoems were written, at the time written
as busy works, freedom from enlightenment in things
i wished not to bear in my own
they stayed away from the eyes of Muses, thinking me
hopeless, wondering if their words would ever dance
in the eyes of the darlings for whom they were made,
hoping that their purpose would come as wooing
(useless wooing, nonetheless)
they remained unchanged, stern in their wake,
thinking their perfections as all, thinking their
all as perfections, thinking that no stranger's
eyes and mouth would make their form anew, would
take their words askew, would drip their inks
upon crumpled pages and change the slightest
slight thing
alas, now, my poems are touched
again
again
again
and now these poems ache for touch
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